Saturday, July 16, 2011

Lost in Bitter Rants...He Has Won

I want you to see you the way I see you
Let me rephrase, the way you want me to see you
You control how much you show me and how much you hide
But the trust for the bones you've collected are blind
Your closet has no light, no life, no signs
I'm led by your hand through the dark of that night
There's so much baggage in this walk in that I could trip and fall in
Spite is what I'm palmin'
Harboring new evidence to hold and apply to future contradictions
Ones that never existed outside of what this is
Yet are anticipated
A man changes women but barely his habits
So pay attention to his past it may foreshadow your present
The one that makes him change is usually gone because she's damaged
So don't let him hold your heart before he proves his grip isn't your death wish
But you'll live, and he'll live, and you'll hurt, but you'll forgive
And he'll proceed while adding you to the list
But you're the one that got away, there's a star by your name
A flipping stomach when he sees you call to check if he's okay
And you'll hear his voice just to trigger your pain
Because you missed the good times but they just couldn't outweigh
And you'll feel great because at the end of the conversation
You'll hear through his trembling words that he's not complascent
No matter how much he said he's doing great you know in your heart it wasn't genuine And he knows your heart so he recognizes that you're aware
But you save face and discontinue to entertain
His fair was compromised in the demise of what you two once shared
There are reasons why a friendship will never suffice the sacrifice of love by one party's mistake
Because the other party was left with a love to forcefully deteriorate
It was out of your control to seperate, well at least the reasons were
But back to the check up call your nosy ass made to see what's going on
There is nothing new with tainted old love that will be great news to you
Let's admit it you're just curious to see if he still feels like a fool
If it's proved then you win, let me remind you that it's all in your mind girlfriend
Because you will never have the courage to be crude and rub it in
Just mental compensation for the void he caused within
Because you lost when you still cared about his current feelings for you
Oops I meant his current lifestyle/family/and regimen or so you said
Unaltered, he has won again
...Then a new woman comes in.