Lost in Bitter Rants...He Has Won

I want you to see you the way I see you
Let me rephrase, the way you want me to see you
You control how much you show me and how much you hide
But the trust for the bones you've collected are blind
Your closet has no light, no life, no signs
I'm led by your hand through the dark of that night
There's so much baggage in this walk in that I could trip and fall in
Spite is what I'm palmin'
Harboring new evidence to hold and apply to future contradictions
Ones that never existed outside of what this is
Yet are anticipated
A man changes women but barely his habits
So pay attention to his past it may foreshadow your present
The one that makes him change is usually gone because she's damaged
So don't let him hold your heart before he proves his grip isn't your death wish
But you'll live, and he'll live, and you'll hurt, but you'll forgive
And he'll proceed while adding you to the list
But you're the one that got away, there's a star by your name
A flipping stomach when he sees you call to check if he's okay
And you'll hear his voice just to trigger your pain
Because you missed the good times but they just couldn't outweigh
And you'll feel great because at the end of the conversation
You'll hear through his trembling words that he's not complascent
No matter how much he said he's doing great you know in your heart it wasn't genuine And he knows your heart so he recognizes that you're aware
But you save face and discontinue to entertain
His fair was compromised in the demise of what you two once shared
There are reasons why a friendship will never suffice the sacrifice of love by one party's mistake
Because the other party was left with a love to forcefully deteriorate
It was out of your control to seperate, well at least the reasons were
But back to the check up call your nosy ass made to see what's going on
There is nothing new with tainted old love that will be great news to you
Let's admit it you're just curious to see if he still feels like a fool
If it's proved then you win, let me remind you that it's all in your mind girlfriend
Because you will never have the courage to be crude and rub it in
Just mental compensation for the void he caused within
Because you lost when you still cared about his current feelings for you
Oops I meant his current lifestyle/family/and regimen or so you said
Unaltered, he has won again
...Then a new woman comes in.

We All Try

Frank Ocean won me over with this song. The lyrical honesty is refreshing. I am such a critic on wordplay/content...and to my surprise I had nothing but great things to say about this track. R&B used to be pretty simple lyrically with great voices singing about love/heartache/infidelity/clubbing/etc. What really moved me about it was the depth and sincerity in his vocal performance, which was simultaneous with the words used. I felt compelled to post this because other than Adele, I haven't been this impressed with a contemporary soul/r&b singer in almost 10 years. He's stamped. Enjoy.




"i believe jehovah jireh
i believe there's heaven
i believe in war
i believe a woman's temple
gives her the right to choose
but baby don't abort
i believe that marriage isn't
between a man & woman
but between love and love
and i believe you when you say that
you've lost all faith
but you must believe in something
something something
you gotta believe in something
something something

i still believe in man
a wise one asked me why
cause i just don't believe we're wicked
i know that we sin but i do believe we try
we all try
the girls try
the boys try
women try
men try
you and i
try try we all try

i don't believe in time travel
i don't believe our nation's flag is on the moon
i don't believe our lives are simple
and i don't believe they're short
this is interlude
i don't believe my hands are cleanly
can't believe that you would
let me touch your heart
she didn't believe me when i said that
i lost my faith
said you must believe in something
something something
you gottta believe in something
something something

i still believe in man
a wise one asked me why
cause i just don't believe we're wicked
i know that we sin but i do believe we try
we all try
the girls try
the boys try
women try
men try
you and i
try try we all try"

No Title is Good Enough For This Post.

Funny thing I stumbled upon this song today.. Pretty ill song if you ask me.

Do You See This Passion?

You know that feeling you get over your whole body when you create, or listen to something created that you just fuggin love.. I get that feeling with this video.. I guess because I'm a drummer but I just wanted to spread this video.. Please Fuggin Enjoy..-Zel Vinson. I.V.L.

Astron

If a day in my life could be explained through a playlist, this is how it would sound....seriously...it's by the hour lls. I even accounted for my dreams. Feel me (no woah)-

**Astron <---Download There...

-League

Broke. Rich. Dope.

Broke. Rich. Dope. from Dreamhard on Vimeo.

"Maybe that line will get me a big show..." I always appreciate what everyone on this team has to offer. WE are so versatile it's fucking scary. Plz beLEAGUE that.

Tre DeJean - 2 Busy Dreamin'

Tracklist:

Intro
Catch Me (prod. by Zel Vinson)
RisenGrind (prod. by Zel Vinson)
Daydream feat. Sonya (prod. by Dreamhard)
Un Jour (prod. by Dreamhard)
Everything (prod. by Dreamhard)
Gold (prod. by Dreamhard)
Awesome (prod. by Canya Reial)
What's Good (Interlude)
Feelin' Good (prod. by Zel Vinson)
Broke.Rich.Dope. (prod. by Zel Vinson)
Hella (prod. by Zel Vinson)
Just The Way (prod. by 1120)
Yo Waddup (Interlude)
Texas (prod. by Zel Vinson)
Shootin' (prod. by Zel Vinson)
Kick It (prod. by Zel Vinson)
I'm In Love (prod. by Dreamhard)
Here Is To Life feat. Alex, Sonya, and Coolroy (prod. by Thallus)
Dreams Outro by Sonya
'98 Lexus ES Music (Bonus prod. by Dreamhard)
Did I (Bonus prod. by Dreamhard)

INHALE : CONSUME : PARTAKE - Tre DeJean - 2BD

-League!